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i have this strange beleif that no matter how much you try to be contented with what you have, you will still have something you regret. soemthing that will always bite at you. but it only hurts the most when u are dying..




yay! went shopping today. haha... after the stupid ndp celebration... went orchard for duno how long. met so many ppl...haha.. i bought a new quiksilver wallet that cost a bomb...now i owe rach n zhen money :( haha... settled amanda's bdae gift and met up with her...chatted awhile b4 goin tuition...sianz...so tired...leg very lifeless...





haha... im sick! im down with a flu n cough...must send me get well message!! not haha... ya...went mg musical yesterday nite...last minute arrange 1...haha! the musical was nt too bad..tho i felt there was much left to be desired of... i like the pe uniform tho super hot! haha... the musical had many interesting points but i liekd onli 1 scene. the one after the intermission..yupz...i felt that was the strongest scene with most power and energy.. yup...ar choo..too sick 2 blog...shall stop here





bored so im gonna write shout out for some ppl
 
Amanda
since u asked, u shall be first. thanks for always being there when i needed someone to talk to. thanks for always being there when i was down and listening to all my problems. you are the bestest fren i've ever had. always so caring towards me :D
 
sarah
even tho i onli gt to know you this year, i've got to know you qutie well really fast. you are just as caring as amanda is. you also make me laugh. werid stuff come up in our conversation that can realli make me die of laughter. thanks for always being so cheerful? haha and for taking my jokes n teasing :p
 
gilbert
yo manz. always kena suan by me but never angry one. ya thanks for hearing my rants even tho u dun realli care. ya realli fun to play games with altho rite now u quit war3 liao.. go back! haha.. can talk about anything with ya :D thanks for hearing me out all da time? haha
 
samantha
hey. loads of thing happened between us but lets put it all behind ya? thanks for always helping me with my work. you realli are a great fren. even tho i irritate you with my crap tok. hope i dun offend ya too much. thanks for also looking out for me n all :D
 
cyn 
thanks for always giving me advice and opinions and always helping me with stuff. thanks also for helping me become a better person. you are always there 2 lend a listening ear and listen 2 my problem. ure advice are always so good :D thanks for everything
 
sng tiak
yo sup manz. even tho we dun tok tt much i still regard u as a good fren. thanks for helping me along the way. :D ya. always helping me grow as an actor.. you are damn good ok!
 
nicholas
yo dude... long time no tok. still funky ya? thank for being a gr8 pal and still frenly with me even tho i always like get mad at u. haha.. gr8 soccer duo! see ya arnd sometimes...
 
rach
heya. thanks for always lending me the listening ear for my rants and my problems. you prolly understand me betta cos we kidna have similar experience. ya. thanks for sharing with me ure opinions abt my writing :d
 
yup..should be all the shout outs. hope i didnt leave anyone  out haha






I don't know the key to success, but I know the key to failure is tryin to please everyone

-Bill Cosby

I guess this qoute kinda sums up my life. Everytime time I'm faced at a crossroad of choice, I try to please everyone and end up getting myself into a bigger mess. I guess I got to learn how to make decision and choose from now on I guess.




He stands alone outside the blooming yards
All is calm there on the street
The shadows pass him hung right over
The pain on his face he knew he'd keep...
His hair is long, and it's twisted, it's twisted
Around the smile spread cheek to cheek
Another child, another soul, grabs a hold
To the metal that will end his misery...

[CHORUS:]
One by one
We stand beneath the sun
With arms high open wide
Two by two
He's getting you
To watch him as he leaves this life he knew

How much anger is set aside
As each one of us cries
Red light they come and they take him away
In the thoughts, he'll be better, some day...
Tied tight, can't see out your eyes
That he's sure to shine, sure to shine
In this deep dark, played out, reality show
So, who's the man, with the plan,
eating up all that he can?
Don't you see, don't you see...

[CHORUS]

Do you ever think that things are meant to be?
I know we all have our reasons why
And now the power of one human being
Has gone and changed so many lives...

[CHORUS]

One by one
We start to come undone...
Two by two
He's getting through to you...
One by one we stand, we stand, we stand, over,
over, you...